silentsandlight

Its scary how someone can say something and exactly hold you in his/her invisible hand with just a couple of lines... something like this: 

“When I look back on my life, it’s not that I don’t want to see things exactly as they happened, it’s just that I prefer to remember them in an artistic way.And, truthfully, the lie of it all is much more honest because I invented it. Clinical psychology tells us arguably that trauma is the ultimate killer. Memories are not recycled like atoms and particles in quantum physics – they can be lost forever, It’s sort of like my past is an unfinished painting, and as the artist of that painting, I must fill in all the ugly holes and make it beautiful again. Its not that I’ve been dishonest, its just that I loathe reality.”

---Lady Gaga, "Marry the Night"