silentsandlight

let me count the reasons:

1. Im still jobless after being unemployed for 3mos now.

2. i dont know if i can call him my BF but he said he lov es me and it doesnt quite feel like so.

3. I wanna fall for a guy but i think he only sees me as a a mirror image of his past relationships (quasi-relationship).

4. My body weight has drastically dropped down to 110 in just a month being away from the province.

5. i woke up today crying because i had a dream about leaving with a mantric line in a loop: "ayoko na dito, gusto ko na umalis dito."

6. you bit me in my dream, not the physically painful one but the physically romantic one... which makes me all the more confused about you.