This is how I substitute Reality

silentsandlight

i'll forever remember you with this song. i'm sorry, i cant help but send you a note, just wanted you to know that I LOVE YOU, but we have to sometime know where things stop. i'm crying as im typing this (just like the time i played this song as you were crying on my shoulder), can't help but miss you. im sorry, im really sorry that we never worked out, guess we never really got to know what the real meaning of our relationship was for you and me.

i want you to know that i cried everytime i saw you for the past week... i cried when i saw you sitting right beside him in that bar. i cried when you suddenly showed up with your friend. i cried when i saw his name on your list ---But im gonna be fine, i just need time to move on and not see you.

thank you for everything. thank you for dancing with me (me stepping on your feet). thank you for running after that scumbag (me diving on pavement, scarred). Thank you for rushing me to the hospital (me aching badly and you sleeping on the sofa). thank you for carrying me across the bay on your back (me not wanting to get my feet wet). thank you for showing me that im special (you making it a point everyday that you love me). thank you for keeping letting me stay in your heart (eventhough most of the time im just that stupid kid jumpin inside that heart making you feel hurted and sad). thank you for always coming to my place to check on me (you and me, with Reddy and Reddy Ursa). Thank you for spending that whole year with me (now exactly 1year, 23days, 5hours, 21mins since i first saw you). But most of all, Thank you for Loving me, Making me Strong, and Believing in me...

I know its the end. i know that it hurts so much but its best for us.

"go your way, and ill go mine
live your life, and i'd live mine
baby you'd do well, and i'd be fine
coz we're better of Seperated"

I LOVE YOU, ________________________. Goodbye.