This is how I substitute Reality

silentsandlight

Yes you Tell me, tell me how to be real and not pretend that I'm hurting ---yes, hurting, scared, and suffering a slow death.

this is your queue to make me stop. make me stop with your touch and assurance that i'll never be just another doormat just lke to everyone else. I'm so tired of being hurt so please this is your queue to take me and never let me go.

then maybe, just maybe, this time, I'd know when, where, and how to stop.